Mark enrolled in hospice this morning. His pain and fatigue levels have increased substantially within the last 7-10 days, and his appetite has dropped off. We had always considered, even recently, that hospice was something we could hold at arm's length. Now that it is here, we know we perhaps should have invited it earlier.
It is anticipated at this point that Mark will be with me, with us, for only a few more weeks, perhaps until the end of March. The news is shocking, unanticipated, sobering. and utterly devastating. I am sharing because I know there are many who would like to know. Thank you to all those who hold a special place in your heart for Mark, for us and for what he and I have shared on this wonderful 4-1/2 year-long adventure.
I am so sorry to learn this. Mark has shown so much courage in the face of this inexorable disease. Words are the only things I can offer at this moment and I know they must seem hollow. I think of the happiness you found together and it makes your note even more poignant. "The pain now is part of the happiness then. That's the deal." I am thinking of you both.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Evangeline.
DeleteI am so very sorry to hear this. I know how much you and Mark love each other.I am sending good energy, love, and thoughts to both of you. Ask my love, Duck
ReplyDeleteThank you, Duck. It's been quite the journey from IP days, eh?
DeleteIndeed. You and Mark have done, lived, and loved in your years together more than most people get in a lifetime. Except that this is your lifetime and Mark's. I've been thinking: if I were in your position, I would want to spend as much time as possible with my love, to have and to hold, to build and make as many memories as possible, for, memories and love live on forever. My heart goes out to you both. I feel so sad for both of you.
ReplyDeleteIndeed. You and Mark have done, lived, and loved in your years together more than most people get in a lifetime. Except that this is your lifetime and Mark's. I've been thinking: if I were in your position, I would want to spend as much time as possible with my love, to have and to hold, to build and make as many memories as possible, for, memories and love live on forever. My heart goes out to you both. I feel so sad for both of you.
ReplyDeletePraying for both of you as you go through this difficult time together.
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