“Every day, I go home to my wife and family. Things are strained between my wife and me. I fully anticipate that our marriage is in its waning days. We can never go back to where we were. So the question becomes, where do we go from here? Where do I go from here?
"I must take charge of my own life and forge a path instead of waiting for God to reveal a path, as I might have been inclined to do in the past. I must, from this point forward, actively create my own life, rather than surrender responsibility for it to God or to my wife or to anyone else."